PHoo.
Wednesday, December 19, 2007 @ 1:45 AM
Hello everyone, and Merry Christmas. Once again, I have given up my grand plan of making (or at least stealing parts of other blogskins to make) a blogskin. But we shall still have the Christmas spirit!!
Yay ok anyway, I was supposed to have studied. I am supposed to be studying. I will have to study. But I haven't. Am not. And likely will not. And that is thoroughly pathetic and demoralising. And what's even more demoralising is that I just received a message cursing me to get kidnapped by "a man in red". Aka. Santa. And that I am special because I received that spam message. Well. Am I special then. :)
Great. I keep getting so paranoid lately. I haven't finished studying. I haven't finished the homework. I haven't done so many things on my list. Out of 10, only 1 done. I am seriously going to die. Because in that list, there are sub-lists which lead on to even more lists which makes it like a tree of lists, just branching out continuously, and this time, it's sadder because it doesn't really link in any way or go one round, so if I do one thing, there are thousands of other things to do, that means the list keeps going, and I have to sacrifice something for the sake of another, which in my perspective and experience, is NOT GOOD. It's suddenly getting to difficult to breathe.
I am dead. At least I was. I guess I have to relax a bit. And ask God for help. Yes, I think that's the best and only way out of this paranoia. :)
OK anyway, I love my new heels!! I like my sister's ones too, just that they are absolutely TINY. Her feet shrunk. Apparently. Well ok. Yesterday. I slid down a flight of stairs on a mattress. I almost crashed into my sister and friend and window had it not been for my big feet which stopped my acceleration and movement in all. But it did induce pain. Yes.
That was fun. That was really fun. I don't know why i've never tried that. Ah well.
you know what I think would be fun? Sitting in a pail swishing around in a pool of water. Yes. That would be fun. Then I'd get soaked.
Heh.
Well. Umm. SHEET. Oh damn. SHEET. There's no time and what am I doing here? And I'm hungry again. Why am I always so hungry?? And everything is erratic now. Everything. Even my hair is getting weird. Oh no oh no oh no. I am dead. I will die. Because there is so much more to do, and only how many days left? HOW MANY DAYS LEFT?? I DON'T KNOW!! Oh. 2nd jan. That means 13 days left, right? Good. I'm on track. Tomorrow shall be algebra. :D great :)
Phew.
:) well i have to study now. I just hope I don't have a breakdown on the first day of school. I did yesterday. In the shower. Well almost, at least.
Oh well. Goodbye.
aurelia.
I woke up to a beautiful day
